Nobody's daughter

\ Rach / 21 / Queer / Music PR + Journalist /

I haven’t used this in months because I’ve been so happy.

I’m dating the girl of my dreams and my dad is not getting better from his illness but also isn’t getting worse.

I may have lost my dream job, but I still am feeling blessed because of those two things

soyfae:

concept: me, sinking into the soft cloud of my bed, strands of my hair splay messily on the pillow. warm afternoon sunlight draws strange shadows in my room, the sky a mellow, abstract painting of pastel pink and yellow. i let the window open and close my eyes as the wind’s cold breath caresses my cheek, a cozy breeze across the room like a first kiss. i listen to the familiar lyrics of my favourite band on buzzy low volume, like tiny bees in my ears. i let this comfort and calmness take me away. i feel at ease.

  • me, if i talk: i'm being so annoying and everybody hates me and thinks i'm weird
  • me, if i don't talk: i'm being so weird and distant and everybody hates me and thinks i'm weird
  • Someone: I need some volunteers to help lift this heavy object
  • Me, a lazy and weak individual: please don't ask me please don't ask me
  • Someone: I need some big strong men to lift this! You don't have to help.
  • Me, filled with irrational feminist rage: wtf i'll lift that couch up one handed and bench press it
  • weird noises: happen in the wee hours
  • me, unaffected: the only supernatural and ominous force in this place is me and i was here first, so whatever and whoever you are you need to Go
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